I went though hell and back to get to love myself like I use to, having the confidence to be happy within me, become more powerful with me even though im still struggling with my eating disorder. I try my best to just go and be free as much as I can.
Being a BIG GIRL was a always for me. I never thought howhow it would be, to be skinny or to have no stomach when I was little, because I always had one. You see my other post I talked about going though the hard part of my eating disorder, I was going about it the wrong way, even if it took me sometime getting back comfortable with who I was and love myself more again I was still better then before. I'm happy-I am and I listen to myself more now and understand more now, even though I still have thoughts and feels; I still can go that far, I still don't let myself drift away from my determination and good thoughts, clam myself, think everything over, breath in and out, and just relax. now I am and proud of how I made a decision I better my well being and mind. I still go though thoughts yeah I said that a lot only because it true, its was there and taking over everything sometimes it only effect me when im thinking about it to much: I try my best to never go as far as just thinking about it but I know what I want, to better myself and I know I can do that. I'm happy im getting back to me DONVONTA.
big girl magic is my brand, my life, what make me-me, it show lights on what people find to be their weakest and make it their strength, (BGM)is for the empowering and inspiring woman, the big girl stand for everything; for all shape, size, race, color, and age, I want this name(BGM) to be a voice to all and to be a place where being you don't have no say, no judgement, only hope, freedom to be you, and strength of a natural woman.
